This Is Me

Again with another old one but this one was fixed up =]

Inside me there’s a deep pain,
I bleed it out,
All my silent screams go in vain.

I have to shout.

I feel chocked and tired,
My eyes are blurry,
Like inside in all wired.

My mind is in a hurry.

Am I broken?
Hurt and shattered?
All my thoughts go unspoken.

My will is tattered.

I never feel like I belong,
Just something inside,
Tells me I’m all wrong.

How many times have I cried?

As I sit here and type this rhyme,
I can’t help but to be sad.
In this, my most creative time,

Have I gone mad?

These are my silent words,
My voice strung along,
Just like the birds,

And their daily song.

Nikole is my name,
Now go ahead!
Take aim…

This moment I dread.

I am as you see…

Interpret me as you want,

Go ahead tease and taunt me.

Is this that what you want?

I can’t help but to feel sadness,
But that’s just me,
This is my madness,

Its how I must be.

I guess I have to take some blame,
This is what I’ve become,
But my father was never in the frame.

He was nothing but scum.

Am I crazy, what do you think?
See it as what you want,
But I know I’m still on the brink…

I cant take the daunt…

Author's Note

Again, please remeber this is an edit of a very old one...its not prefect.