ServitudeA Story by AurafiexThe relationship between a slave and her master.My name is
Inori.
I am a slave.
Parents?
Never met them. They did not want me. The feeling is mutual.
I remember
spending the first few years of my life in a house of sorts, with many
children. We never had enough to go around. I spent many a night sleeping with an
empty belly, dreaming of any form of nourishment to placate the gnawing hunger
within me.
My fate was
to change though, from a wretched life of hunger to something greater than
myself. I was at the tender age of four that day.
The
headmistress, a wizened woman in her forties, had called me to her office, a
room filled with imposing trinkets and plaques. We were normally forbidden from
even stepping foot into this sacred room, under the pain of a beating and an
empty stomach. It felt weird, almost surreal, to walk on its wooden tiles.
I was
presented by the headmistress to a man. He was an imposing figure, even more so
than the headmistress, towering over both of us like a looming shadow. I remember
being afraid, so very afraid of this unknown man. I tried to seek solace behind
the headmistress, but she pushed me towards him with her thin, bony arms.
They were in
some sort of negotiation. They were using all kinds of complicated words I
could not understand. The headmistress touted me as an obedient and healthy
girl. She tugged my pink hair and pinched my cheeks to prove her point.
Was I getting
adopted? Not a chance.
The man
seemed to take interest in me. He was clearly impressed by whatever the
headmistress had said about me. I saw him hand her a brown pouch that seemed to
be bulging with coins.
The
headmistress then instructed me to follow that man out, and that my new home
was with him. I remember shaking my head and crying in protest, only to receive
a slap to my face that caused me to black out from the impact of the blow.
After what
seemed like hours, I was rudely awakened by a splash of icy cold water, only to
find myself in a small room that made my previous lodgings seem spacious in
comparison. The same man that I had met earlier was now standing over me with a
scowl on his face. He barked at me to get up and follow him. I meekly obeyed,
being too afraid and disoriented to do otherwise.
I was led
into a hall beyond the size of anything I could comprehend with my childlike
mind, with various imposing tapestries and furniture that belonged in a palace.
There, I was presented to another man, accompanied by a woman. They were
dressed to the nines, in all sorts of finery I had never seen before.
The man and
the couple began to talk. The former, whom the couple called “Overseer”, had
gotten on his knees to present me to the couple. Clearly whoever this couple
was, they were far more important than the man and the headmistress, the only
two adults I had known up till now. The thought of this made me feel as though
there were butterflies in my stomach.
The whole
experience was nauseating. I felt like I was in a daze. I nearly passed out
while following the couple around their household. It was a large, spacious
villa. Even one room was on par with the size of the place I came from. The
smooth marble tiling made me nearly lose my balance.
After what
seemed to be an eternity of walking, we reached a room at the end of the second
floor, which seemed to belong to a child judging from the toys and child-sized
furniture. It was there where the couple presented me my task.
My one and
only task. My burden to bear.
Their son. My
new master.
A boy of my
age. He was dressed in a white silk robe and sported well trimmed brown hair
which made his sapphire blue eyes stand out, a sign of his heritage.
I was to wait
on him, to serve his every whim and desire. His happiness would be my success,
and his sorrow my failure.
As they left,
I took a deep breath and tried to introduce myself. However, he interrupted me
and declared that we should be best friends. For whatever
reason, he thought that I was a new friend for him that his parents had brought
over to be introduced to him.
I was
speechless. However, I decided to play along.
To me, he was
my master. To him, I was his playmate, nanny and friend. It was a tiring job,
yet it was all worth it.
I would bear
any burden to see him smile.
My master
treated me as an equal. He was too young to understand the concept of slavery.
His one and only friend. It was a strange feeling, having spent my life as the
runt, pushed around by everyone. The bigger kids, adults, the list goes on.
He was so
innocent and pure in contrast to me, despite us being around the same
age. I saw the world for its sadness, while he saw it for its beauty.
It was this
innocence that I wanted to protect for as long as I could. Perhaps I saw
something within him that was unattainable for me yet ever so desirable.
He was living
the life I had always wanted. A blissful and comfortable life. Through him, I
was able to live that happy dream.
It was also
due to him that I was given purpose. He was something to live for. My life was
so much better than before, having enough to eat and place to rest by his side.
Perhaps that
was why I loved him so.
The years
would go by, like leaves in the wind. Those were the happiest years of my life,
spending every waking moment by his side, taking care of him.
Almost like a
big sister.
Despite
everything, we could not stay like this forever. The illusion he had created
could not last. As he grew up, I could tell that he noticed that our lives were
different. He never
understood why I could not accompany him during his lessons or eat at the same
table with him. Whenever he asked, I simply brushed it off and changed the
subject.
Eventually,
my master would learn the truth. It was inevitable, considering that we were
from completely different worlds. Our relationship would be changed forever in
the face of reality.
That day
would come. It was not a matter of why but when. He would be hurt by the
revelation, no doubt, and it would be my fault.
After all,
his sorrow is my failure. © 2016 AurafiexAuthor's Note
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