Home sweet home..

A family like a puzzle with missing pieces,
It was never meant for us to work together.

It's not like a broken mirror, that just fell apart one day .
The silence in a room with just us says,
it was never meant for us to be together.

It's as if four people who couldn't be more different was chosen,
A match made in the deepest pit of hell.

How am I supposed to fix this, why should i be the one to fix this?
Cursed to eternal loneliness,
all because I'm my parents daughter.

I'm afraid of starting a family, afraid of loving.
Because i know I'll ruin it all, like my parents did.

Oh how i wish, you found other people
Oh how much i know you regret it all.
If I could go back in time, I'd make sure you two never met.

I don't want to hate you, I don't want to blame you.
This is your first life, but it's mine too.

Home isn't so sweet for me,
It's crashing tables and skipped dinners for me.
Tell me, how would i fix this? How would i fix me?