Father 2

I am your cast away a son never too be cherished in your eyes

You say you love me then pick fights you always find a way

Also you can only point out the negative parts of my day

"Smoke weed thats all you do" did it ever occur to you

That your son despite of you has a heart?

And what the f**k happened to you trusting my word 

Somewhere you lost your mind when something occurred

I want to know what that something is....I'm waiting

Everyday with you is a fight to this big problem your adding

Disrespecting my things and my way of living

When I say I love you to not hear it back does not burn anymore

But I guess thats what I get as I sit here mentally torn

How did I f**k up is what I don't see.....

When did I lose you as a friend someone who was part of me

Every time you hurt me she is there and then to say

That it is impossible for her to care when she is around every day

I am finally going to let it all out with this poem 

So when you sitting high up there on your totem 

I'll be hundreds of miles down the road with her as we roam 

Never to see you again for father you fucked this up

I love you to death but the bi-polar situations need to stop

Before your son decides to take our relationship and close up shop

Because he cant take this anymore he has enough on his mind

Is it such a b***h for you to find it in you to be kind

Maybe ask him about his day...something your running out of time

No all you can find in you is to point all his flaws 

Drag him further into the earth all to support your cause

You obviously don't want anything to do with me  

Day in the car I offered for us to go fishing.....

Did not even get a turned head from you

Just so you know she was there that day too

She was the one who saw all the pain in my eyes

The only one who understands why I cry

Then she told me "baby it will be alright"

Just wait dad fix things or you will see one night

I will be gone with no word to you not even a goodbye 

Maybe just maybe that day will finally open your eyes

But then it's to late I will have put you to the back of my mind

Father I wont let you do this to me anymore 

I was told that family was a system of support

If thats the case then she is my family now

Better choice than you who always brings me down

Father fix things or it wont be long before I leave this town.....