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I hate myself sometimes
and you're the reason why I hate that I walk around dreaming of you you're everywhere in my mind I am a sober person but you make my mind spin And when the words come gushing out I feel anxiety swiping by There is something about you I can't explain I've never seen it before Your eyes shine so bright and you're so calm like the steady rock I've been looking for If I'm a crushing wave then you're the calm ocean If I'm a hurricane then you're the air around If I'm a fragile leaf then you're the tree - your roots clutch deep into the ground I think I could be just like you only that you know where you stand I jump around on unsteady legs never really standing down -and when my legs starts shaking - I go crashing to the ground Sometimes I wonder if you're a dream maybe just an Illusion A shiny picture I've created in my head Something that soothes that stab of pain that life throws at me everyday I can't decide if I want you or not if I should love you or hate you I think I know I can't write it down cause that would mean that I'm falling deeper than I want into the tunnel of your mystique I created this picture of you and it's difficult to let it go But I know that I have to Cause I've got some healing to do
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Added on January 24, 2011Last Updated on January 27, 2011 Related WritingPeople who liked this story also liked..
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