SacrificeA Poem by Xanthous CrowI try not to think about you
But I do Perhaps it is the way you move The exquisite, elegant, haunting gliding of a ghost A half-memory, faded and distant. Or the way you speak that captivates me so. Powerful thunder and subtle breeze Strong and gentle. The voice of confidence that wretches such as I thirst for That unshakeable conviction. Is it your pulchritude That sets you apart? The beauty you posses dazzles my eyes And sets my heart aflame with fearsome fury A beauty worthy of the brushes of artists of old Or a place in a sonnet by famed poets? A perennial beauty that marks you a strain superior. Your very person has me in iron-grip Leaving me here, Cold, afraid, alone Awake in bed Visited by phantoms of doubt and worry and fear. You tear down the walls I've solicitously constructed As if they were made of mud. And you invade my thoughts Worm your way into my skull, A beautiful parasite, And kill my confidence by shredding it to pieces. I watch you from afar, Awed! For being close to you would be an elation and a death. It would bring me great pleasure and joy But untold pain, too. For I know it was not to be, A poltergeist love, Unrequited. You deserve better than I. © 2012 Xanthous Crow |
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Added on January 8, 2012 Last Updated on January 8, 2012 AuthorXanthous CrowMount Erebus, AntarcticaAbout"Behold her, single in the field, Yon solitary Highland Lass! Reaping and singing by herself; Stop here, or gently pass! Alone she cuts and binds the grain, And sings a melancho.. more..Writing
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