dust of memories

You looked exactly the same, as I could remember
Darker eyes, slim body, messy black hair
Our laughter still echoed to all corners
Reaching my ears like a heavenly music
There you were, the boy whom I had
loved since little, standing at a distance
holding her hand
The distance was a few feet,
But for me, it seemed miles
Today while I walked down
The beach of memory, tracing my
Footsteps to the time I had spent with you
I realize that yes it had been too short
Time for me to fall,
Since that day, I quietly followed you
To your best as well as your worst
Simply because I didn’t want to
Disturb something so amazing
And today if I had a chance to hold you
In my arms and say whatever I wanted to
I would say, “I wish we had never stretched
Out our hands at 6 for friendship,
And made it this long
Only if you could stop me
From thinking this way
I wish I had never known you
And had never fallen for you”
But I did, I did fall for you
Your love like a falling
Hammer fell on my glass like heart
Smashed into pieces
Yes, I’m still trying to get over you
And I wish nothing but your well
All throughout
You were never my first love
Nor last love
But simply we shared a weird soothing
Attachment with each other
Though you are not with me
And would never be,
I’ am ready to move on
You kept your promise, You will never love me like I did
And I would keep mine, would never forget how fascinating you were
And for now, I need to leave,
You might be tired of me by now
And I have other promises to keep.

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