Permit me to love you, again -Txuj-Ci Saelim

All of the times that I imagined how I would reunite with you,

To keep me sane, I imagine you-

Casually bumping into me on a busy street.

Unexpectedly running into me in an elevator in a building,

I'm trapped in a nightmare that won't go away.

Now, though, I'm in bits.

I'm beginning to lose all emotion

My existence was meaningless, but then, all of a sudden, there you were, and I felt something.

I didn’t know that each second with you was fragile.

I didn’t know that it would someday come to a halt.

And that time would stop flowing.

I love you and have given you my all.

I get enamored with the little things.

I love every cell that makes you,

  --you

I love every part of your body, including your scars.

I promise to love you throughout difficult times and even when things go wrong-

My affection for you is unwavering.

There will always be love between us.

Don't leave me, 

Permit me to love you. 

Please let me know if I first loved you incorrectly so that I can make amends.

I'm trapped in a nightmare that won't go away.

I’d give up everything if that meant that you and I could be together.

I'd do everything just so that you'd stay.

Please,

To keep me sane, I imagine you-

Casually bumping into me on a busy street

Unexpectedly running into me in an elevator in a building,

I'm beginning to lose all emotion

You are the center of my existence

You have had a profound impact on me and have transformed me

If you couldn't feel my love through words then, let me translate it through my actions, let me translate it through touch,...please,

Permit me to love you again.