I forgot about you - on purpose

On those ordinary days, when you're trying to find a way,
To grasp the reality in just a TAD better light,
So you stare into the sun's rays, for them to set your heart ablaze,
But oh you silly sun-lover, so little did you know,
The sun's a ball of bore that boils you right down to earth's core.

The only times I feel better is in hands of murky weather,
When the fog closes my eyes, and sets my mind up free,
So with just a little luck, I will see a lightning struck
The very top 'a mighty, who-knows-how-old tree.
Then a cloud that once sailed fair, would raise it's pitch-black sails,
And start spewing chaos on the dusty land below.

And before I rush outside to enjoy what you despise,
I will swiftly recall what others wanted me to know.
They said how "never should I leave you and go alone on my adventures",
It's not my choice I promise you dear, it's just how my heart ventures.
I'm not saying you are worthless, nor that I consider you a surplus,
But my dear umbrella, I forgot 'bout you on purpose.