Last WordsA Chapter by Aly SkeensI woke up in the middle of my living room floor. The sun
shone bright through my window and onto my back. I laid in its warmth as the
memories of last night flooded into my mind. My body tensed and I pulled myself
up. My first thought was to call the police, but I knew what that would do. I
couldn’t have police over here. I scratched my brain. There was nothing I could
do. He was gone. I couldn’t get him back. I trudged into my bedroom on the edge
of tears. On my bed was a black leather jacket. Zach’s jacket. I threw myself
at it and held it tightly to me. I held it there for a moment when something
caught my eye. Next to the jacket there was a stuffed puppy and around its neck
was a ribbon with a something attached to it. I bent down and examined it and
saw that it was a little golden ring. I slowly untied the ribbon and held the ring
up. A tear slipped from my eyes. He’d known I wouldn’t go with him. I turned
back to the puppy and picked it up and a note fell from it. I just stared at
it. After a moment I got the courage to read it. My hand moved shakily toward
the wrinkled sheet of folded paper. I grabbed it and slowly unfolded the pages.
I closed my eyes before I read it. This may be the last thing I would ever hear
from him. I opened my eyes and read: Hey, I don’t really know where to
start. This is Zach, in case you didn’t know. I guess I’m really writing this
so I can make myself be okay with leaving you. I knew you wouldn’t go anyway,
but I feel like an idiot leaving you here. I don’t even think I’ll be able to
leave you here. I’d much rather go to jail than be without my best friend. I’m
not leaving because I’m scared, I’m leaving because I don’t want you to be
scared. I don’t want you to worry about me. I know this letter sounds like a
jumbled up mix of words, but that’s all I’ve got. I don’t really know what else
to tell you. I don’t know how to make what I’ve done to you okay. I tried I
guess. I left you my jacket and that stuffed animal, and I’m also leaving you
with my mom’s ring. If you just wear it, then you can remember that were going
to find each other again some day, I promise. You’ve always been there for me
and I promise to be there for you. I promise. I guess I’m just rambling words
out now because I don’t want to stop talking to you. I don’t want this to be
over. I wanted something more intelligent to leave you with, but I guess I
don’t have anything of that level in my mind. Anyway, I promise I’ll miss you,
and I’ll be safe, just promise me the same. Promise me you’ll be okay? I’m
going to trust that you said you promise. Love, Zach
P.S. BE
SAFE! “I
promise.” I said aloud, but the crossed out line bugged me. What hadn’t he told
me? What bugged me even more is that this let me know he really hadn’t thought
anyone would try to stop him. He hadn’t thought anyone was out to get him. He’d
promised he’d see me again, and for all I knew he was dead. He was dead. No. I
couldn’t think like that. He wasn’t dead, he had to be okay. © 2013 Aly Skeens |
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