Love sick

A Poem by Ashi Bandala

I can't believe that,this has happened to me,
But the fact is,that it actually did
I always thought, this was some made up story
But now I kind of believe in it.
My heart is so strange now and I'm too embarrassed to say
That I'm feeling so lovesick today.
We are so different, nothing bout us is same,
Yet my heart ,doesn't stop calling out his name.
I've become so stupid,my sanity is dead
I just keep thinking about him and everything that he said.
I find him cute and call him kiddo,
He hates it and I like that even more.
I know it's wishful thinking, but I want this
If not forever but for now to be his.
I'm so lovesick... I think I'm going mad
Sad thing is there's no cure for that.