Vulnerability

...there are versions of me nearing to a thousand by now. I have shed tons of skin, caressed all of my bruises to be the one person that i am today and this person that i have become makes me feel overwhelmed by the many versions of me that i have been through. At times this evolution feels unknown, chaotic and unrealistic simultaneously reminding me that the seasons can change, i can outgrow my ownself but the thing that persists to stand the test of time is the very core that makes me . A very core , where my authencity is wrapped in shame, scarcity, fear , anxiety, uncertainity meanwhile being the very birthplace of love and belonging . Addressing all of this emotions mostly feels courage and sounds like truth . A kind of truth that holds me and a kind of courage that lets my soul on the very edge of my sleeves. To me its a doorway to eternal connections, alchemy and an essence to my very existence.