The email I never sent

Some things are just not meant to last. Memories though are forever...

Of course I miss you

Every minute of every day

But I know it's for the best

For both of us...

So much has happened that you shouldn't have faced

And some more that bother too much to accept

I guess it's better this way

The hard way

The painful way

That's how it works with me

Kindness doesn't help me say goodbye

It's the ugly stuff that pushes away

That gives reason to move on...

And yet here I am.. still

Of course I'm thinking of you

Every moment; sometimes without even realizing it...

Of course I am hurt, of course I am broken

But then I remember them sweet moments

Our moments

Few yet priceless, powerful

Yet not powerful enough...

If only there were more...

Actually no

It'd be harder to let them all go...

It's ok I..

It's not. I'm not

But it is what it is and it is for the best

Nothing can be done now...

At least we tried. Both of us

I know I did. Despite my many mistakes...

It just wasn't meant to be...

Of course I'm gonna think about you

Of course I will remember

And I will keep on remembering

Until it all fades away

Until it all seems so far,

That it doesn't hurt me anymore...

I long for the moment to be calm, to be free

With no need for reminiscing

With only room for what is new

With no more pain...

I wish for you to find what you seek

To find that which makes you happy, that which makes you whole

And to erase completely all the faults that came with me

We had enough of them wrongs don't you think?

No more

A new year, a new beginning...

Even though I may not be in it...

With all my heart I wish for you the best

And of course, be that my punishment, my curse,

I will always... always... love you.

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