never will love again

 

 love is gone, I am done

 

 Dead inside, i fall to pieces

 

 never will someone will touch

this heart of mine

 

 All love is a lie

never get the story book

love, all my heart is hurt

 

Hate what i feel

twisted up inside

all the sacifaces

that i do, i do for love

 

never again

will the sun shine

in my heart

grow old alone

never will my heart

be broke,

never will i be hurt

because of something

was said, or not said

 

I can't live with my twisted

up all inside, second guesses

secert cries in the tub.

 

My heart will never love again

i am done, my heart will

never be broken.

Reviews

[Morrigan Nicole]

Sorry that you feel like this. These things happen, and when they do, you don't even feel the need to breath, or get out of bed in the morning. It's these times when sadness hurts, happiness hurts, sunshine in the morning hurts, it all hurts.vgive it time, love will find you again. My tip is to take it slow, get to know them for a year or so, that way you know what you are getting into. It's like judging a book by the cover. Give the other side a read, don't just judge by what you see at first. That way, when you fall in love, you don't experience that hurt. I have only ever loved one person, I gave them five years before I made a move,or rather, he did. The only problem I have is that he is 25 and I'm 16. But life is great, and soon it will be for you too.

[darkness*star1985]

thank you for your review and yur advices, im kinda of set in my new way, i give it alot of thought, i have number of relantionships, i have been married, and divorce, and moved in and out of relantionships and fall hard in love, but it all ends the same with my own insane thinking, someone can say they love me and i will ask why? for example.

[Morrigan Nicole]

Yes, I understand, I am sorry that happened to you. There is someone out there for everybody. You just have yet to find yours. I had second thoughts at first, because I am very alert, I have five older siblings and a mother, I have seen all of them go through troubled times when it comes to relationships. I learned from them. I always knew I would never date someone my own age, because technically I am 16 going on 30 as my mother says. I don't think like a teenager, and I do not feel like one. I'm in no hurry to grow up, of course. But I cannot stand the immaturity of teenage boys. This is why I was interested in an older man. It takes men to accomplish the maturity that us women have at the age of fifteen. That is why marriages worked so well back in the day, women married men ten years older than them, maybe even more. I don't know how old you are, but I suggest and older, more down to earth man. Someone who has their s**t together. Has a job, car, apartment or house, and schooling. For example, my man is the owner of a successful company called Barnickol Pumps, has nice cars, schooling in different fields, a house, and is very mature, knows what he wants out of life. Your guy does not need to be perfect, but all of these things are signs of a motivated man, not some bum mooching off of friends his whole life. My oldest sister Jenny is just like me. She dated a man seven years older than her, she was thirteen. They have been together ever since, for thirteen years, married for ten and have a daughter. They are successful. I'm fallowing in their footsteps.
Judging by how you speak, I assume you are a smart, and obviously talented person. Just give it time and the pieces will fall into place. I know this sounds cruel, but take it slow, be picky, don't just fall for every pretty face and charming attitude that you come across.

[darkness*star1985]

lol i like the end of that " dont just fall for every pretty face and charming attitude, i love that man are b******s that dont told any real feelings, and hold grudges for stupid things they have no glue to what one has been through, im just sick of men.... the lies, the dont give a s**t, think because they have you gives them a pass to skipping out on the relantionship part... im just done. im young, im beautiful, smart, i have my own business and have great friends, if there is a guy out there for me, for once he will have to wait for me

[Morrigan Nicole]

Haha, now THAT is a great attitude, that is right, you are a beautiful person, don't let some jackass drag you down to his level. Don't look for a man, some people look to hard, just forget about the whole deal, the man out there for you will have to find YOU. I like that. Your thinking, the positive look at things, that is what you need. Dont let anyone tell you otherwise. Love will find a way, as they say. May it be a year from now, or forty years, when you do find him, none hint else in your past will Matt, you will have the whole rest of your lives together, however many years that may be. Even if you don't find him till you are old, the time you do spend together will make up for it all. And you would never be happier.

[Morrigan Nicole]

Oops, I meant that nothing else in your past will matter, sorry about the typo....

[darkness*star1985]

thank you... i dont need a man to be happy.

[Morrigan Nicole]

Could not have said better myself! You are very much welcome!