the beauty i fail to see

I used to bath in my beauty of my skin, wasn't enough
turning to the only one that could give me more
to be frozen forever with my beauty
i was foolish, i was childish, even had
mirrors in my back pockets,
went to the dark one a begged on my knees
i sold my soul for my life
he made the deal
vein i was so clear he saw
now instead of my ever lasting beauty
I hiding within these walls, trapped by my insecurities
trapped in darkness but small window with little light
and even that is to much
didn't know what i was getting myself in too
didn't know what i was asking
mirrors i broke never want to see myself again
night i sleep only to be haunted by what i once was
 beauty i wish i still had do anything to get back
now i live in these dark days with my broken face
i was told by the dark one that turn me to this
there is a cure, to accept the beauty within
to let it shine will heal the broken skin
but to do this you have to believe it
from your cold heart, when it beats
with total acceptation then you
will be heal, but turn you will never chance
once your vampire there is no going back. 
i closed my eyes but accepting
who i was isn't so easy.

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[MoriartyMesa]

Charming, in a dark way