broken girl

 

  The world is big, i feel small.
I am in love with the man, he is simple everything i want and more.

I am thankful to have someone that i can say is my own..
so you ask why is there an upside down smile on my face...

because this man i so adore can true around and just be so cruel
if he really wants to be...
because this man doesn't understand that i 120 percent give my whole heart to..

I am a mess, i am fearful, i know I'm not worth the time...
so why do i fight with everything i have to make sure he stays with me...

I know before you ask... yes he dose love me, and i am most likely being silly..

everything and everyone has a habit of walking out my back door...
 
when you been broke so many times, that is so easy to live and breath that way

I am going to take a step back, and close my eyes, and hope faith catches me this time...

if not then I'm gone for all time......


 He holds my life in his hands, he holds the very beating heart from my chest..
it is silly to relay on a man to keep you here, when your self happiness is what is important.

but when you been broken so many times... and you feel like no one wants you and you keep being abandon
he is someone who gives a s**t..

I am not a drama queen so get that out of your head....

I am just know that i can only be strong for so long....

I am on the cutting edge of a sharp broken piece of glass...

just waiting to be shatter..

this time the glue is used up, type is useless.

but hey what can be done...

i just take it one day at a time.. pray it never as to come down to this....

He is calling my name.... i must go..

Author's Note

please ignore grammar