I woke up today

I woke up today

with all the mistakes i made

 

I had to much alcohol

to make my head hurt

 

I said things I'm glad you never heard

guilt ate me up

 

Last night I was mad

and i called your name

 

3 shots in and I made my mistake

your name slipped from my lips

 

5 shots later and 6 drinks in

i made it home.

 

Crying holden the bottle

now I'm crying now

 

The Pain today

Makes me sane

 

 

Reviews

[Corset]

we have all been here that is for sure, you've expressed the steps that we all take sometimes so well.

[♥ Lexii Boo &hea..]

this story can be true in several different lives and you portrayed that perfectly! great job sorry to make this short but anyways it was a great write

[Coyote Poetry]

Yes the poem tell a true story most of us old folks had tasted. Booze and alcohol may fix the pain for a moment. I like the story in the poem and the honest ending. Thank you for sharing the outstanding poem.
Coyote

[darkness*star1985]

Thank you

[Skye]

:'( I don't even know what to say. It's so heart wrenching and sad.

[darkness*star1985]

its ok this is how Alcohol does to some poeple, it is supposed to take the pain away for a short bit, but for me it makes things easier to deal with things.

[Skye]

My grandpa was an alcoholic, and he almost killed himself. He drank because he didn't know anything else to do.

[darkness*star1985]

im sorry to hear that hon. both for my grandpa are alcholics but one is a recovering for 30 or so years, and my other he is to far gone to even save, he loves his alcoholic more then he loves anyone. i know how it feels to have that in your life. because of this in my life, i am very aware of how much i consume.

[Skye]

Well, i'm glad at least one of your grandpas is better. I'm not against drinking-not that that says much, i'm only 15-but I know that some people drink much more then they should. I'm happy that you know how much you drink, because, obviously, most dont.