Please

Why doesn't he ever listen to me? Am I that insignificant to him...?

Please.
Don't go.
Don't leave me here all alone
like you did before.

Please.
Listen.
I just want you to hear what I'm silently screaming
so loud that I hardly have the ability to cry anymore.

Please.
No.
Don't say such painful words,
such painful things that strike my heart like knives...

I beg you.
Don't go.
Don't abandon me again.
Don't abandon all hope...
...please not again...

I beg you.
Listen.
I tell you with every word I say and every action I do
but you never seem to hear me...
...please not again...

I beg you.
No.
Don't deny my with silence and arguments
that are so pointless and old I hardly understand why we have them anymore

Please...don't go...
Just listen to me, just listen to me for once...please...
Don't go, no!  Please don't go...
I'm begging you...don't go...

Don't do this...
Don't do this to us all, to me...
Don't do this...
Don't say those things and choose now,
of all times,
to argue with me about who's right and who's wrong...
...because you're not always right...

Stop playing the f*****g hero!
Just once...just once...
let me help you.

I owe you.
I owe you big time.
Remember?
I owe you.
I'm supposed to help you...
now...I'm supposed to help you now...
Like you helped me...
I'm returning the favor...
Please...
Please let me...
I owe you.

Please.
Don't go.
Just listen to me,
and hear the words I always tell you,
over and over,
without actually saying them.

Please.
No.
Don't turn away like that,
don't go...
Just listen to me...

Don't go...

Author's Note

PICTURE IS NOT BY ME