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It's been a long time since I have written anything. My last entry was when I was 16. Im a bit rusty...

I have let myself go,

everything fell as quickly as love came to me.

I let a layer of dust gather,

covering the person I used to be.

Just a shell loving wildly.

Empty but full.

Needed but not wanted.

and above all....

  

       Lost.

I let you carry me... far away from me.

Your eyes so promising.

My heart, "forever" cherished.

Why.

how.

You just let me slip.

through your fingers..

through your grasp.

Through everything..

I thought I was your anchor.

Your home.

Your safety.

Only time....time wasted?...time cherished?...the time in-between...

unravelled the pain. 

The Truth.