pipe dream

my dreams wont let you rest

for so long i kept you here

pulling you back, holding you down

torturing myself 

wrapping you in chains

anything to keep you with me

its been a while since ive seen you

the way that i use to

i never dream of you anymore

i hope that means you've moved on

and maybe now both of us can stop hurting

is it selfish? to want rest?

im not sure if i want to see you again

a morbid picture of grief

a broken hologram of who you were