Be fine

A note for goodbye

You crying?

That I left soon,

You cussing death,

That it took me earlier,

You wishing I stayed,

Like you mean after I'm no more,

Hoping it was a dream?

Let go,

I am resting, 

I'm happy,

You'll be fine and move on,

You'll find a solace I know, 

And perhaps life will turn out for better.

I had no good in me anyway.

Pain shaped me,

Pain fed me,

Pain made me,

How could a masochist ever make you happy,

You'll be fine. 

It'll hurt but you'll be fine.

I trust you will pull through,

I know you can.

Regardless I loved you,

So dearly,

It was the only soft part of me that survived,

But also hurt.

You are young,

Gat a life to live,

I'll miss our times,

For I will never get to relive them,

But I know you can make them better,

This time with someone else.

I tried to hold on,

To live for something always,

You and family.

But then...

Its enough,,

I'm sorry I can't hold on.

Keep my unsettled peace away and awake..

I'll hold every momery as I go.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I learn the hard way 40 years ago. Some woman cannot love. Lost is sadness and they fear the kindness of love dear poet.
"But then...
Its enough,,
I'm sorry I can't hold on.
Keep my unsettled peace away and awake..
I'll hold every momery as I go."
In the end. The student become the teacher. The above lines. We shall be. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry. Made me ponder my days of love.
Coyote