Fates and twisting

Did you ever lose someone you loved so much you'd have done anything for them?

 

No?

 

Then you have nothing to say to me.  You will not understand, nor will you pass judgment on my behaviour.  Because you don't know what I went through.  It is the truth that only people who've been through the same ordeal can understand. 

And the fact that 20 months on, I’m still grieving, is proof for you that I wasn’t kidding.  I lost the love of my life that day.  And what’s life without love?  Even the love of a child, for a child, can’t make it right. 

 

So this is for all the people who thought I was overplaying it, that I was being too dramatic, too sad, that I should have moved on long ago.  I don't want to move on, and I won't. 

I’m prepared to die when death comes to claim me.  I have no fear of it.  And when the time comes, I’ll be reunited with my love.  Coz the fates made a mistake that day.  Chad and I are meant to be together, now, ever.  And we will be.