Forgetting...

I wish..

I'd just want to forget you're dead.

Forget all about the pain and the grief and everything

Just pretend we're still together,

those few months we had together

that you're gonna long on MSN anytime now,

and I'd be so eager to see that little window come up,

that window saying "Chad has just logged on".

That made me so happy in an instant.

there was nothing quite like it.

we weren't even talking yet,

yet I knew that it would be minutes, hours of delirious happiness

whatever we talked about

coz it didn't matter

whatever we talked about

it was great, we were together and we were happy

you said once "I think if you were to talk about a fly on the wall

for an hour, I'd be happy".

That was just us wasn't it. Whatever the topic,

we chatted and discussed and everything was great.

We never fought, we even tried to a couple of times,

but never achieved it.  It was just one of those things...

we were so much in sync and so happy to just be together

(even when we didn't have anything to say)

that nothing else mattered.

Nothing.

 

I feel truly lucky to have experienced that

Now I know what love is about

Now I know what I'd been missing on

and what I've been missing since you left

and well... I still love you just as much.

 

 

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[Fantasyfairy]

The pain of losing someone we love stays inside and even when the pain leaves, it leaves an empty hole where they once filled. A sad poem and an emotional write. XX