Train of life

life so fast no matter what we think its so long this one story happen for me and i live it one day hope can help people

Train of life ....
 
  .. With every light in morning with every voice come from clock
    my age run from my hands
People and life change Evan the iron get old
And am only one stand in same place don’t move there people choose road they success
and there other choose road they un success

.. So hard feeling when people see you as loser
Your mom and dad and brothers sisters see you loser
Go my son try ? go my son choose ?
I SWEAR I DID same words from same lips
i try and try and all time hope burn in end

.. don't have talents or any money or any one help
.. with every working meeting i hear sorry and same yellow smile

i back by time flash back and account my years and my life
30 Years !! Account again and again and i got scarred
look in mirror i found a few white hair in my face
And my dad still one take care of me ...

all eyes see me as am rock
hope be impossible ..
truth in my self i lost it
The success be photo in child’s books 

I wish run from my self and my family and my feeling and from world
just want found another world i can run to it if this just for day

..And one day friend told me '' And who tell you about the way for forget ? what you do for him ?::
 "" Believe  me just the friend can help friends ''
there place we take drugs ''
i said smoking ? He said this not really drugs
the idea scary me i scream ''no i going edict to it ?''
he tell me don't worry just hurt little
And he was right just hurt little in this night
my soul go out my body i talk with my self and out side am silent
all problems forget them
fog just all i see

. Hours run like lights
back home every body sleep
i hide my self in my body
and all feel cold
sleep like died

Train life run fast and am same
you can said i heat life you can said be not care

Wok up in morning
in same room , same crazy look and same family
they day run slowly like it was moths and years
want the day run fast so i back to drags
and back feel as king

the friends make me take drugs every day with them
and be invited every time its end i enter the road and i be part from them
till day the surprise me for get wings you need money how we get money for you ever day
be have money so be part from us

I back home and in same time i need drugs
so pain million snakes run under my skin
fire in my head

i need money i need money
start ask every body for loan me money
evan my brothers and sisters take them money
every body heat me now i be heavy on them back

50 Dollar 100 Dollar number not mean any thing i stolen money every day 
from home and every body be know i do
every thing i sell it come to me one day as gift
i end all my money till this day come ...

Idea come to me my mom's gold phones my sister computer's my brother
i should sell them i need money
i go run away from home my dad stoped me
he scream on me and catch my arms
i push him
i hit him in wall ,, he look at me and cant believe i did that how his son hurt him
he take every thing from me and through on me all bad words he can
close the door and get angry
in this time i ask for strange thing can ask

GIVE ME MONEY or i will kill somebody  '' i scream
his eyes see me as crazy
All doors rooms open and my family watch
still dont understand maybe this joking or its really ?

i grape my sister 3 years and scream GOING TROUGH HER FROM WINDOW GIVE ME MONEY
my mom's tears scream NO ' i wok up for sac
she trough the money in my face DONT WANT SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN ,Your not my son you are devil
you not have mother you bad more than devil
i take the money and leave and i know never back my home again

Train of life run so fast years and years
and am same and in same place
i be heat life you can say am not care

I lost all my friends and my family i be a lone
and from where will get money ? i should found way ..
now i remember old friend for me live a lone family away
and money with him like water

i grape him to the drugs road like before they grape me
in his home i found money and found friend
place for drugs and money am safe now

all money of his dad end in some months

..And one night he get call never believe it
his dad know he stolen money dad heart cant handle so stop
every part in my body afraid every part in my body feel guilty
what i do ? yes i will take more drugs
the same drugs not help yes more
i feel it in my blood run fast
suddenly  i watch my life all my life like dream
so black dream no light
i enter the drugs in my blood more and more
i wish just be smoke right now
my mom number show in my phone
not now mom
yes more drugs i push more in my blood
all my body get yellow
my friend run to me and scream '' WHATS WRONG? WHY YOUR SKIN YELLOW ? YOUR BODY COLD AND LIKE SNAKES BITS YOU ""
I feel i sink in sweat but i feel so cold
i try stand up i cant my legs like walk on air
my body not listen to me i full down on floor
and no power in my blood any more
and suddenly  life go dark and light start run from eyes slowly and slowly
the last photo i see in life was scary
My friend scary and watch me soul leave the life

the train of life run so fast years after years
and am same from time i was have 1 year
i be heat live you can say i be not care

My age and years end so fast i flashback tap or my life
didn’t see any thing good i can remember
my life i lost it
i cry about every day and night i lost it with out change
pleas god give me another chance back again to life
i will walk in right road till end my life
its so hard when you are dispersed
and people be never remember you by any thing good

Train of life run so fast 




 
 





 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Asem]

Thank you Ssadd
i try make it not long but it will be lose much important parts

[Saddam]

Long poem is very good, its not manner. You are welcome my friend.

[Saddam]

and suddenly life go dark and light start run
from eyes slowly and slowly
the last photo i see in life was scary.

i will walk in right road till end my life
its so hard when you are dispersed
and people be never remember you by any
thing good.

But life's train is on my friend. Aap bas karm karo, and don't think about its result. It was a nice. Little longer but with the flow. Good job my friend.