You...

Written in 2007

I flail my arms
Gasping, grasping
At every straw
At every bit I can hold

You try to take it
But I hold on with all my might
I need this
It is killing me

As I begin to die
My eyes begin to open
To see All that I am doing
To hold onto my death

I realize and release
Letting You begin
To break me
And mold me

You let me through the pain
So that I may strengthen
And raise myself upon Your shoulder
So that I may once again walk

Walk under Your wings
Always in Your shadow
Your protecting mercy and grace
I proclaim You are my God!!