Why?

Why?

Why is it so hard to trust in this society?

Where has the youth gone wrong with trusting such a love?

Is it because loving became less and sex became easier?

How come it is so hard to turn down the first person you see when you've spent 3 years with someone you claim to love?

What pleasure do we from this?

Why is it so damn easy? 

So easy to just walk away and give yourself to another.

So easy to pretend I wasn't ever part of you heart and soul.

My heart hurts at the thoughts of someone else having your laughter, your pleasure, your essence.

When I think of this, my falls to the darkest depths imaginable.

I never thought a heart could truly break, 

until I was lying sobing on a bathroom floor,

Wondering why this happened to me,

Why did this have to happen,

Where did I go wrong?

Was I just not enough to satisfy you?

Do you get pleasure from hearing my sorrow?

I'm slowly trying to repair all these broken pieces, assemble them together,

There's days I wonder how I will manage walking these walls,

We had walked when we both were unhappy yet living without regret,

Our relationship from the beginning had us living in misery,

We weren't suppose to come up from this,

But somehow, 

Here I am sitting with you,

Laughing with you,

Making love with you,

And slowly we are finding ourselves,

Trying to fall back in love with one another, 

The person who created all this pain,

Could be the only person to take the pain away,

Why?

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[Donicca Dona L]

I am sorry you been through all this pain, while reading I could feel it with me as well.
Perhaps forgiving is the greatest gift of all but also a hard damn task so many fail....