I Grieve in Silence

Just having one of those days again. The closer I get to Fathers Day the harder it gets.

The worst part about grieving is when it happens at night
When Im completely all alone
Through these tears Im left to fight
The pain of loss all on my own.

Thats how it's this past few days
Forgive me if I'm being a burden
But right now I'm not in a happy phase
When this will pass I'am not certain.

It's been two months since I saw my dad alive
And each day feels like I saw him yesterday
The memories continue like on overdrive
Being on continuous, never ending replay.

Sometimes it doesn't seem that you're gone
I still feel like you're really here
When these feeling come I become withdrawn
My heart depleted of happiness and cheer.

I miss you papa, I really do
I really need your guidance
Very few understand what I'm going through
Because I grieve in silence.