We're All Dying, Aren't We? (6)

We're All Dying, Aren't We? (6)

A Story by Arezzo

River of No Return

A desert is a bitter place.
There's something cruel in endless space:
it strips away the human scale.


I fear these winds that scour and chase
the vortices, and sting my face.
Good looks are fine, but all too frail -
ask Monty. Once you've lost your place,
you feel as if you've lost the race,


you're not what you're supposed to be.
I envy his consumption rate.
The one man in this battle-born state
in grimmer shape than even me.

Yes, Huston's the paternal kind,
but something's left him colourblind:
director's name on empty chair.
He's hollow, going through the motions,
painted ship on painted ocean:
you touch him, but he isn't there.

I married Miller on a whim.
If I could land a man like him,
I figured, I must be someone.
A man above me, older, smarter:
I didn't want a Jewish martyr.
Why lock the safe? The money's gone.

I come without a guarantee.
Men fool themselves - they don't need me.
I nixed on Arthur, fixed on Clark.
I've reached some kind of plateau now.
I'm sure of everything ... but how
to find my way back in the dark.

 

 

 

© 2015 Arezzo


Author's Note

Arezzo
(1) River of No Return: This is the title of an earlier Monroe picture.
(2) Monty: Montgomery Clift
(3) Huston: John Huston, director of “The Misfits”
(4) I nixed on Arthur, fixed on Clark: During the shooting of “the Misfits”, Marilyn ended her relationship with Arthur Miller and indulged in a brief affair with co-star Clark Gable.
(5) How to find my way back in the dark: Marilyn’s closing words in “The Misfits”

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Arezzo
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