Death Sought

My true state desired,

sought,

from these binds which chain,

wrought,

though Death I constantly buy

as if this

I have not already bought.

For if

by Death caught

I can finally

into such a state

be brought,

for I grow tired

of my many battles fought

and continually fought,

and for what, nought?

A reward sought

that will never be

brought unto the likes of me

so I think I'ld rather

receive Death,

something I know

that through the years

I have wrought unto me,

myself