Dear you

about afterlife

Dear you.

There isnt a day that goes by when I dont think about you. Another birthday year and yet I still shed a tear, because you are not here. I wonder what you would say and if you were proud, Im living my life this way. Sometimes I speak to you in dreams and when I wake up I cant remember a thing. This is one of the many hurtful things that I have to go through in order for my soul to sing. In order to remember the strength and courage I have within the bowels of my heart, And I say to myself no-one can tear me apart. Angels look after me when it is dark.

Another year has gone by, and I continue to look up at the sky. Wondering if your thinking of me, I know that I should hate you, But I am not that sort of person who would be, angry and hateful towards entities I can not see.