WILL I EVER BE FREE

I think everyone can relate to these feelings

Will I ever be free. I feel like a bird that's taken off, and then flied so long and then comes back lost. I feel like someone enjoys my pain, watching me lose everything that remains. Every time something happens which i hate, its like more and more stuff is being added to my plate. And don't forget the heartache which i carry around, shedding a tear not making a sound. 

Everyone has there demons, and you know its true, whenever something bad happens, they cling on to you. And I have to be strong and carry on, because me and my family are made up of one song. We have that strong invisible bond. And so i lay here on the floor, in my Pandora mind. I wonder about all, i wonder if ill ever be fine. I will make it out alright, i will walk in the light. 

All i wanted was to talk, about things buried in the place time stopped. Have you forgot everything we said? somebody has left me drained for dead, someone likes teasing me in my head. If you could only see how much i want to be set free. If you could only see the past that's hiding right behind me. But no one will listen i know that now, and so ill just sit there and think about how.

Who am i at the end of the day? a stupid girl whose gone and thrown it all away? or a person who cant make up there mind this way. I breathe in and try to think, i think my mind is going on the blink! I just want someone to hear me and say everything will be alright, all your fears will go away, on this very night.

I feel old before my time, Iv had enough of singing the same old rhyme while walking down the usual line. In my mind i am drained, all my soul is hidden away.