a horrible moment

i feel like i'm being consumed by this livid hatred...i just don't care. i'm melancholic; i want to die...or at least that's how i feel. i hate everyone, which is funny, because i never thought that i could hate you. but i do, but i'm not supposed to, because i'm supposed to love you, because you've been here for me, because you love me. only i don't feel like you love me. i don't even think that you care less. maybe i'm paranoid, maybe i'm crazy, except i don't really know anymore, because nothing makes sense, like a puzzle where all of the pieces are the same one. maybe the words, the promises i hear day and day again are meaningless, empty. maybe they feel that way. i don't know. i don't care. i'm just tired. i want to love you, but i feel apathy, like you don't care at all. i feel like you're hanging me.

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[Kimmee Jean]

...wow...ummm...speechless