Every time I see a picture of you I wish the memories away,
With you it was never black or white, we were always stuck in the grey.
I was made to feel incomplete for the issues that you had,
No more will I seek for someone’s help; no more will I feel bad.
For you I will never shed another acid filled tear
Because of you I was left alone with nothing but my fear.
You didn’t know the rules, but played the game from the very start,
You knew you would never care for me, I knew you would break my heart.
You would tell me over and over that I was the sun to your moon,
And sadly enough after so many months your feelings never bloomed,
You told me to give you time and that things would start to change,
But yet in the end I was the only one who lost into your game.
Should I have stood and been used and abused,
Still leaving me in the end alone and confused.
Why do you get to be with someone when I am the one alone?
Why do you get to hide your feelings in that empty heart of stone?
What I lost in you, I’m taking back,
No more thoughts of you, no more panic attacks
You May be happy now, but I have grown,
I know you will pay one day and will reap what you sowed.