Kahabr nahi

Khabar nahi

Where am I? : 

The Terrace of Atlas’s cafe, Kodaikanal

What's in front of me? 

It's beautiful. Foggy. Cold. Misty. Breezy. Drizzling. 

The sky and the mountain range.

 

s

t

e

e

p

      never                                  ending, 

green 

bottom. 

I feel greenery is overrated. 

I’d rather see blue than green.

How do I feel? 

Numb. I feel nothing. 

(Wait, isn’t feeling nothing also feeling something?)

There’s a dog here. I hope these guys shoo it away. Can dogs be that black? 

F**k, why is it coming here? 

I miss him. But in a way, I don't anymore. I don't even know what I felt before I came here.

It’s like I am 

f l o a t i n g. 

Do you know how 

that 

feels? 

I want to stop. 

thinking. 

I want to stop and at the same time, let it be. 

Keep going. 

Lol.

I don’t know. 

I just don’t. 

I don’t :’)

It went away. Dogs are stupid. 

"Madam, aapka aloo paratha"