For once

For once I don't want to be an option for anybody, 

For once I want to cry badly, 

For once I want to be understood, 

For once I don't want to be the one making all the sacrifices, 

For once I want to tell everyone what I have been through, 

I have been strong enough for long,  

I have apologized enough for mistakes I didn't do, 

For once I need a healing too, 

For once I want not to be judged. 

A hand on my shoulder saying "everything will be alright soon", 

For once I again want that urge to live which I have lost,

For once I dont want to plead guilty for the crimes I didnt commit,