Let me be who I am

They say I have hatred buried inside,

But something dies inside me every moment,

Have they ever tried to understood?

The past that cant be buried,

The injuries that cant be healed,

The shouts that never leave my ears,

You have to love someone deeply to hate the world around you,

You have to trust someone insanely to love the loneliness now,

Love sucks, so does the loyalty and truth,

Let me be who I am,

I dont need anyone to complete me,

I dont want that fire of hatred and anger to extinguish,

I dont want to pacify that anguish,

You cant hate me more than I hate myself,

You cant kill me because I die everyday,

You cant give me more pain than I have inside,

Let me live this life like that,

I dont want your words of sympathy,

I dont want your empathy,

For me this world is fake and shallow,

I dont want any happiness,

I dont want any success,

I just want to live the way I am,

Judge me as much as you can,

Curse me as much as you want,

But I dont want to get out of this never ending scrimmage.

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

I don't want to stop being angry, I don't want to stop hating.
Maybe this is a heart fooling itself...the reality different from the wishes.
I really like this...needs apostrophes in the contractions and a couple other edits...
but the sarcasm oozes from it...the jaded mind trying to fool the pained heart.
j.

[Suneeti]

To be who I am one has to
find who I am in real.
Forgive n heal one self.
Place the divine light in heart and all darkness will be eliminated .
Pluck out the thorns as they are of no use to u n others around u.
Sow new seeds of flowers of hope n joy, let the fragrance be spread within n to all around u.
It's good to write the pain in words, giving it the outlet but don't hold on to it, let it outflow n no more left.
Next topic - write on ways to be happy