18A Poem by Antonio Chevere
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I take 18 drags off my last broken cigarette i made 18 dollars in tips and still no check 18 bats fly around my head iv been up for 18 hours, why cant i go to bed 18 shots of whiskey and s**t still aint better im cold like 18 degrees and my heart aint got a sweater 18 years i lived under a reign of criticism and abuse and all i had to look foward to was a new excuse for the bruise on my sore back from a belt loop 18 years i wached my mother stay strong under what she knew was wrong but she didnt complain because divorce and b*****d children wasnt the name of her game i remember hearing screams and crys and then walking into the kitchen to see my mother sitting there rocking in her rocking chair wiping blood from her scraps and tears from my baby brothers eyes but my mother didnt cry i guess everything was alright because her kids were alright yea alright alright to have nightmares for another night and when we went to school in the morning our teachers knew we were lying about out dry red eyes from were we didnt sleep but infact from were we fell asleep crying 18 years i felt like dying 18 18 years i lived with the man who was my opposite but still part of me so pardon me cause on that 18th year i put my past and dreams behind me when i packed my s**t and left yea i died i put the old me to rest and i havent looked back at those 18 years since i hightailed it out in 18th gear i was nervous but with no fears the law says your an adult when you hit 18 i became an adult when i stoped having dreams on that 18th day that it took me to leave my past behind i was only 18 18 © 2011 Antonio Chevere |
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Added on November 6, 2011 Last Updated on November 6, 2011 AuthorAntonio ChevereEwa Beach, HIAboutAfter joining the army, getting married, expecting a child, and moving from place to place every few months, I deployed to Afganistan and finaly when I had forgoten who I was, I realized that I had mi.. more..Writing
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