Swear By Heaven

Words of a buy whose mom is not alive in the world but in his heart. Its hard to believe when you lose someone very special.

Huh! Why didn't i get a call from you
Why o why
It's 9 already
I swear by heaven i will go out and get high
Please call me

Scream and shout at me...this time i swear by heaven i will not cut off the phone

"Eat food properly you couch potato"
"Why are you wasting your life like this!"

Call me and purify my ears with these slangs

No, i'm not over it, i want to hear you..

I swear by heaven, i will not come back
I will not apply leave
I will not get up early
I will not maintain a routine

Untill you call me and scold me all over again

No, and this time i'm serious, i will not shave my beard off
I will not cut off my hair
Unless you ask me to do so

And i swear by heaven, i keep falling down until you gave me the ray of hope
The beam of faith
And the light of enlightment

I keep myself low all the time, why din't you call me it's already 9

No, i'm not going to buy new clothes
I will wore torn shoes
I will get more and more messier than i ever will be
Untill you ask me to get arrayed

No, and this time i'm serious, nobody on earth can get me back on the track
Nobody on this planet earth can stop me to destroy myself
Nobody, means nobody

And I swear by heaven, I will keep smoke my a*s out
No i will not study anymore
I will not shape my career
Untill you call me and shout at me

Why didn't you call me it's 9 already...

Ok i swear i will not shout back at you
And i'm serious this time
The circumference of my happiness is getting less, inch by inch, seconds by seconds

And And
I swear by heaven, I will call you back thrice a day
I'm even going to discuss, what i'm wearing, what i'm eating
I'm going to tell you all the secrets
For the heaven's sake atleast call me now

Why didn't you call me it's 9 already

You know it, it's obvious, i'm going to make you feel proud
I was trying these shenanigans on you

Some people says you're gone mom
But i know you will call me, hope these warning works
I know you will surely call me and i wait for it till forever

And this time i'm serious, i swear by heaven.

~words of a boy whose mother is not alive in the world but in his heart

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