My fault was trusting you..

I thought you were different at first .
I thought you are not like them.
I thought that i can lean on you .
I felt safe ..
I Felt that i can tell you anything .
I trusted you . How could you betray someone who had faith on you?
Is it even possible in earth doing such an offense ?
Sometimes Knowing the truth is better ,but dealing with it is the worst .
When i knew that you lied to me .i felt so sad . I wanted to cry but i couldn't.
I kept the compunction inside.
I guess you dont desirve my tears.
I guess that my tears are much important than you.
I trusted you ,how could u be f*****g with her rn, and im writing you this..? .
How could you been faking it all this time. ?
How could you been faking being jealous when Other boys look at me?
How could you be faking telling me that im special ?How could you be faking telling me that you didnt feel like this before?
I trusted you even tho i still don't know you ..
I tusted you even tho i had some voices telling me that you are such a lier .
I trusted you and im regretting it now .
I trusted you and i feel like a fool now.
My eyes were blind but i can see now.
It was clear that you are such a player .
Oh boy.. never mind me ..
It was just my fault trusting you..