Hopeless

Hopeless
I've been here before
6 times
I have arrived again but now I'm documenting it
It's gone
All my hope
For months
It's all gone
But what exactly left?
What did I have before?
The worst part is that there is no difference
My hope has gone two thousand four hundred and thirty miles away
But even before it left it never came
So as I sit here telling my hope to be happy
I break promises
I sit here alone
Hopeless