Heaven's Hell (Part 1)

Devotion's Hell- Part 1


God, I have entered your kingdom but I do not understand why. I nearly died, but...I helped the blade go deeper. I should be in hell. My only love di dthe same for me. He saved my life doing so. I do not understand. My love is in hell....is he not? I should be there. Both of us took each other's lives to be together. And yet, Sweet God, I am inches away from Heaven's Gates and my love is in Hell. How is this to be? I do not un-...Wait!..it is clear now. He was slain, I saw him lie there dead, or so I thought. I did not know in anger and in hope to be with him, I took my life. But, before I went, I saw him standing...alive.
And I, laying in a puddle of my blood and regret.
He had been slain but not to his death. My weak eyes di dnot see that sight. Now, I am here, without him....
God, Heaven have I entered Beautiful and magnificent. Pardon Lord, but not sweeter and gentler than my loves' kiss
In paradise I am, but in emptiness I will proceed. This emptiness, which is called 'heaven'
Without my love, even in God's Paradise I am in devotion's hell.
 

 

 

 

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