Kill me gently

For the only one I love and loved me in return. Took the very best of me, took away everything from me, my heart, my life and my soul.

I've never been like this before,

You're the only thing and I could not ask for more.

You're my love, my heart and my life

So just stay with me and hold me tight.

I want to vanished inside your kiss,

Just hold me in your arms forever like this.

Your skin, your breath, your smell and laugh,

Makes me go weak but strong enough.

You have my heart and it's yours to keep,

I never imagined myself to fall for you so deep.

If you ever leave I will go crazy,

Though I don't have enough words to say, stay with me.

If this love is foolish and selfish,

I want to be forever fool and selfish.

Take my hand and walk with me,

Take my hand and let's enjoy this journey.

Days, months and years will pass by,

I know you'll just be always by my side til the day we die.

I always wanted to feel you,

And I will not get tired of loving you.

It hurts when you walk away,

Away from me and I have to live each day,

Live each day as if it were nothing

Coz they took away my everything.

Though forever it takes for me to wait,

I'll just pretend you're here by my side each day.

Many tears that I've cried every night,

Longing for your kiss, my eyes is longing for your sight.

How can you let go of me so easily, my love?

Does my actions, words and sincerity is not enough?

How could this be so complicated and tough,

When you're all just I need to live each day, my love?

If we were really destined to be,

Then I could say we just defied our destiny.

Though it's been years since you left me,

I cannot forget our sweet nothings, just you and me.

I know that you're not coming back,

And everyday of my life just sucks.

You're not coming back anymore,

And it breaks my heart each day that I live for.

I do not know who's to blame,

Maybe it was me, it was so lame.

But how could I know that this will happen?

But how could I know this love will end?

Everyday as I watch the sun rise from the sky,

I feel those arms around me and I just want to fly.

How could you let go of us so easily,

Although you know that I love you and you love me?

Each day that I visit your grave,

My heart stops and it just break.

You were the one who always buy me flowers,

But now I am the one who is giving you the flowers.

How could this happen to us?

Why does our love did not last?

Why does it have to end like this?

Why does you have to go in just a bliss?

As I turned off the lights,

I still feel your warm breath every night.

As I lay down for me to sleep,

I remember those nights when we laugh and counting sheep.

Friends tell me what's done is done,

Friends tell me that just forget you 'coz your gone.

It would be better if I would turn my back from you,

And start new beginning with somebody new.

But how could they know what is better for me?

How can they say that so easily?

You're everything that I have,

You're my heart, my life when I die, and your the one I love.

One day I woke up and I just knew,

That you'll always be my happiness and nothing is new.

I got up from my bed and take those pills,

Next time I know the medicine gives me chills.

I opened my eyes and all of it was white,

Doctors are trying to save my life.

But my life would never be complete.

If you and I will be far away forever, it will just make me sick.

The next morning when I wake up,

I saw you in my bed then you smile and laugh.

You touch my face and hugged me so tight,

You said that I would have to fight.

You said it would kill me so gently,

You hold my hand and then you kiss me.

You said that letting me go would not be easy,

But I have to know what is best for me.

We intertwined our fingers together,

You touched my face and it gives me shiver.

All I know is you're right in front of me,

And with you, I'll always be happy.

But tears fell from your eyes,

Then you kiss my lips and hold me tight.

You hold me tight like you'll never let me go,

But out of nowhere you're gone without saying so.

I opened my eyes and all of it was white,

Doctors are thankful and they just saved my life.

Save me from death they say,

I just cried knowing that you'll be so far away.

How could you let go of us so easily?

How could you kill me so gently?

You took a part of me isn't it enough?

How can I let you go, just tell me how to be brave and tough.

Author's Note

Sorry for the wrong grammars. I just want to share what I really feel.Please feel free to ask and comment.