Lies and green gray eyes

Poem that shares intense love for someone who doesn't love you

I wish I could go back in time
Not to fix it
But to forget your existence
Because it's like I am stuck in a black hole
Time is frozen and all I can remember is the image of your sparkling green gray eyes in the moonlight
They tell there own story of I am hurt
I like to believe you hurt me because all you know is hurt
I often wonder who hurt you so bad that you could look into my hazel eyes on the green grass lightly lit up by the street lamps and tell me you would never put me through pain and because I trusted you I told you about how I've been hurt
Hurt by more than a boy
That night I went home with butterflies in my stomach because this incredible boy loved me
You loved me
And somehow you forgot the hurt in my eyes and you forgot the way they looked at you and you forgot the way I said I love you and you forgot how you lied to me
You didn't know you were lying
And neither did I
But after I handed you my heart gift wrapped with bow on top ripped out by my bare hands you threw it back because you didn't want it
But sadly it was too damaged to be put back in place
And now that my heart is shattered like the beer bottles on the ground where you told me you loved me forever
Forever,
I wonder when does forever end
Because our forever ended
And it ended with my broken heart still calling your name like owner looking for a lost dog
I have buried myself in lies and your green gray eyes

Author's Note

Very personal experience