Ghost to Myself

2010

They roll down my face,
They drop to my pillow like a star from the sky.
Drop by drop, piece by piece,
I have to learn to say goodbye.
I'm shaking, I'm breaking.
I have all this pain in my head and in my heart,
with no where to even start.
Words that we can not say won't just go away,
I'm losing myself, I'm just a ghost to my empty self.
If only this feeling would leave and my thoughts would unfold.
It needs to stop or I may just drop.
You're not worth it, not one bit.
You have sliced my heart.
I've never felt this way, each day I hope it doesn't stay.
My face no longer glows,
instead my eyes overflow.
While my eyes close in sorrow,
I still hope to bring happiness tomorrow.
But it won't come it never does, how far will this go?
Just look at what I've become.