Everlasting Pain

A poem about new love going wrong so fast

I guess I had scared you away,

From insecurities and constant texts.

You state you will see me today,

But in your voice it was complexed.

I don't think you want to see me,

But you hide that thought within.

By avoiding me again today.

Always lose, I never win.

The sadness that I feel inside,

For falling in love way too fast.

But its these feelings I can't hide.

Perhaps loneliness got my better side.

Why do I do this to myself?

Always getting hurt in the end.

All I know is, I'm heartbroken,

I know this pain, I can't pretend.

I'll cry myself to sleep tonight,

Once again, over you I weep.

Just like I do every night

Because my loneliness is deep.