Healing

I don't care who reads this...Just starting to write again.

I have been in love once.

It was enough to make me see who I really am.

I am weak,

A coward,

A fool,

To trusting for my own good.

I am easily swayed by the soft words of lust,

I am easily won over by my mother,

I am a puppet.

A marionette for people to play with.

But not any more.

I shall be stronger,

I will not trust the words of a stranger,

I will not give my heart up easily,

The young innocent child is gone.

The wonder in my eyes has faded,

I am no longer the girl that every one could toy with.

I have built myself up.

I have made myself stronger.

I have stopped crying over the little things,

No one will see the sides of my life like they once did.

No one will ever know me again.

   still, there is a hole,

   a cave where that girl lies,

   all alone,

   wondering when she can come out.

Nothing will hurt me again!

I am stronger now,

Wiser now,

I am not the girl that everyone remembers.

Author's Note

Well, please review. It would be greatly appriciated. :)
But as you notice, I don't know how to spell so definitely help me with it please!