Childish Parts Of The Heart

If I could make anything go away in the near future...It would be keeping every lost child from this sadness

At times I think she sadly grew up,

Thinking stupid was her real name.

A child who never understood the...

Very basic, yet simple directions given.

 

Sure the other kids laughed indeed,

Called her silly names that always...

Pained that Innocent, but yet never free,

Part of every child's small needy heart.

 

Confusion slowly over took her sparkle,

That was snuffed and blown, way out.

For the next 35 years she floated by,

While admiring all the things from afar...

She knew that she'd never, nor ever become.

 

Then one day something great happened!

Some one truly believed in, a grown child's will...

Starting with that battered, little kids heart,

Many of bad times, that spark tried to came back...

But she blew those thoughts... so far away

with the very air she shared, just like the others!

 

Freely from inside, her believing woman's heart!

At times, I'd think " if only", then sadly, make a wish

Saying " I wish my Mom and Dad, could have only...

Seen me this proud, no bad feelings, linger here today!

 

They would finally have to say " Hey, I'm proud "

And if not that is okay with me to....I am no longer....

 

Their stupid little girl, who never thought it wise...

TO BELIEVE IN THAT SPECIAL, CHILDISH PART

OF THAT HEART :  HEELED ONLY BY HERSELF