Seed of Destruction

This seed of black, it bleeds me dry,
Hatred and misunderstanding,
Lonelyness and dark thoughts,
It does not die no matter how I cut it down,
I burn it, hack it down
Smother it or hide it down, burried for none to see...

Yet still it grows,
Why?
How?
I want it gone,
But it still thrives, growing without my consent,
Lord, help me take this thing down,
I feel it consume my actions and I watch the damage I cause.
So much gone wrong,
So many people turned away from me and yet...
yet still it grows...
damn me