Chapter 1 : A letter for you

Dear stranger ,

In the hope that you miss me , in order to not be forgotten , I write .

I write to you , dear friend .

Hope you’re safe and well .

It’s been a while since we last talked , I miss your smell , your warm hands and  your eyes  .Moments , lost moments I recall .

I  constantly over-think of what’s next , unable to enjoy my present . Moreover , The future terrifies me . I could have enjoyed your company more ,  I could have  shut down my brains  . But,  I’m trapped inside my head ,  so I couldn’t ,  and for that I might remain forever regretful . Yet , no amount of guilt may change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future .

These past months , haven’t been easy . especially with the emptiness your absence left in me . But I’m doing good . I am finally ready to live .

You complained once about how I always depend on having steady feet , control my actions and nothing I do is spontaneous . Well , you were right , that wasn’t the best way to live . For that and for many other reasons I decided to temporary shut down my mind and do what I want no matter how insane and impossible it sounds .

Impossible to believe ?  dearest, I can’t blame you for thinking so . I have always been the most unpredictable person .

Even though I’m trying to take advantage of my existing in every conceivable way , the constant feeling of emptiness  don’t seem to cut loose .

Therefore , I write . I write you to miss me as I miss you .

I write you my dear friend .

Keep safe .

yours truthfully , 

 Ana

Author's Note

All reviews are welcomed .

Reviews

[Echoes of Eros]

You immediately connect to the reader through this letter, which both hides and reveals the essence of these identities. It brings alive a hunger, a deep desire to live life more powerfully, and hints at the history of the stranger/friend. A transformation is taking place, but it is incomplete until lives are restored. So well done, Nourhene. xo

[Coyote Poetry]

A beautiful letter. I miss the days of letters. More personal and we can hold in our hands. I like the reason and kind thoughts in this letter. Thank you for sharing the excellent letter.
Coyote