I don't know if keeping count is healthy for me but January 18 will be 92 days since October 18 , 2012 4:43 a.m to be exact . Since you where chosen and honored as a new member to heaven . They say he chooses the wisest strongest and boldest but see there's plenty of other people in the world and he choose you the father to 6 kids , 4 men and 2 women . The grandfather to 17 grand kids . The great grand father to 2 grand daughters . Day in and out ; dusk till dawn , from seconds to minutes and hours you cross my mind . They say time heals pain , and this place called planet earth , is just a temporary home but I still don't understand why we're born to die . You lived 82 years of life , devoted 50 years to marriage , but I only knew you 17 years , and still wasn't long enough for me . Those hazel eyes , those warm embrace , the loving kisses to my cheeks n those funny faces. Yea I miss those days . All this absences does in deed phase me . I didn't say goodbye those 10 times I approach your coffin but I said I'll see you later apa <3